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Finale [Aug. 22nd, 2009|09:31 am]
i cant imagine we've once been so madly in love.... =) memories....


i suppose this will be my last post. won't do any blogging anymore. 

i definitely won't close this blog down. too much memories. from how i celebrated my bdae last year from a guy buying me chocolate from airport (exactly 1 year ago today) to me being in love then to my sis taking her o lvls then grandma leaving us then baby leaving me....

they're really memories. 

did a 'recap' of my journals, i realised that i had not appreciated baby at all. for all the things he had done for me, i was just taking him for granted. i supposed i'm now just getting what people normally say, my karma. 

If u happen to read this entry, yeah. I just wanna say I'm really sorry for how I have treated you, and everything. 

I love you but i've to let you go I guess...

If u're mine, I believe u'll be back to me n vice versa.

Goodbye my love...

It really hurts to let go.... =)

Life is not all about love and relationships.

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i really miss u & i really do [Aug. 18th, 2009|11:27 pm]
life is not all about love and relationship 

I'm supposed to give up.....

I'm supposed to be magnanimous yet i'm adding to ur stress....

ok... like i said, i don noe from when did everything starts to be all about u u n u... 

i think this time is really too much... i'm too over u. damn! 

time.. i really need time... 

one week already... one week exactly... nth seems to be changing... i'm still devastated... but at least i know i'm beta... 

i just cant hold up my feelings... 

all these feelings really sucks.... it's not the feeling i shld have... 

how long will these end... really... i'm already trying my best... but for now, i still cant do it!!!!

i really hope that i can just live my life happily... who doesnt want?

people say do things to distract urself...

but.... there's always this ltl corner in my mind that keeps thinkin abt u...

till now, my heart's still arching... 

my frens seems to have all given up hope on me.. i'm sorry....

damn!!! y must all these even happen... 

THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!! It really does...

there's nothing that can be done.... it's all about myself....

ive given all my love... i've done all i could do....

thanks for all the sweet memories...





Made a meal and threw it up on sunday,
Ive, got a lot of things to learn,
Said I would and I believe in one day,
Before my heart starts to burn.

So whats the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Dont you know the cold and wind and rain dont know,
They only seem to come and go, away.

Times are hard when things have got no meaning,
Ive found a key upon the floor,
Maybe you and I will not believe in,
The thing we find behind the door.

So whats the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Dont you know the cold and wind and rain dont know,
They only seem to come and go away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows,
Yeah nobody knows,
The way its gonna be.

If your leaving will you take me with you,
Im tired of talking on my phone,
There is one thing I can never give you,
My heart will never be your home,

So whats the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Dont you know the cold and wind and rain dont know,
They only seem to come and go, away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows, yeah nobody knows,
The way its gonna be.

The way its gonna be, yeah.
Maybe I can see, yeah,
But dont you know the cold and wind and rain dont know
They only seem to come and go, away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows,
Yeah God only knows,
The way its gonna be.





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devastation [Aug. 12th, 2009|06:33 am]
 im just devastated.... 

im helpless

i defendless

i really don wish to happen

im afraid

hopes all gone once again.....................

lovingyou
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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2009|05:59 pm]
[Current Mood | sad]

is this how it shld be?

feeling isnt good ya know..

all paranoid..

it's all abt trust...

am i abnormal?

i don noe anything & i don wanna know..

am i supposed to suffer all these? am i really tt bad? 

this is really so sad... 

hurt.....

hurt


hurt


hurt


and 



hurt....



have i ever been thought? 

i don sense being thought of u know...

this feeling really sucks....


i wanna feel loved like before...

i wanna be loved..

im really sad.... and hurt....

i know, i should be prepared for all these... 

i know it all....

but....


but....


i just cant loved.....

everything now is just all about _______________________________________


i really hate this... yet i've to be understanding....


can't just think into my shoes for a sec? cant just think of me for a sec? 


all changed?



it's not nice to feel so rejectedddddddddddddddddddd






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(no subject) [Jun. 10th, 2009|03:14 pm]
Grandma finally passed on. She left peacefully on 2nd May 2009 at 1640hours. Wasn't there fast enough to see her for the last time. Kinda missed her. Wonder how's she doing now in Heaven?

Like any normal families, after the parents passed away, the children sure quarrel abt this n that. N all the rubbish shits all come out. Can't be bothered.

Lotsa things happened for the last mth and things happened for a reason.

Am getting bored with the current job. Think the main reason is because there's not much things to be done le. Wrk too fast isn't that good after all.

It was been yada yada mths since we last update our blogshop.. Haha. Tot of getting my MAC then update, but it seems like I should be getting it soon le.. Haha.. Can't wait to sell again.

Think that's all for now. Ciaoz..
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